Floating in the Waters of Uncertainty - a poem

Floating in the waters of Uncertainty
I’ve spun with desire
Sparkling threads,
Amber, red, gold
 Imposition and despair
 
Wisdom keeps me afloat,
Dressed in blue
She animates the pain of life underwater.
 
Like a sinking ship whose gone to meet with its anchor
Deep and bending out of control
I feel the heat of the cool blue water
New frontiers stretch upon the ocean floor
 
Here I hang upside down
Inverted view
A light screams my name
Rise back up a compass waits
Desire floats me to the surface
Breath reaches her hand in the water
Choice lifts me out